i'm having so many thoughts and feelings right now all mixing up with each other at the same time, most of them bad

i feel awful, basically

so, i'm leaving for who knows how long, whenever i feel good enough to come back

knowing me and how internet addicted i am it won't last long, but i want it to last long

i need a break to get my mind off everything, especially my thoughts of really wanting to just die, and not have to feel anything ever again

i don't want to be a burden to literally any of my friends again

so i'm leaving for a mental health break

like i said, i'm addicted to the internet so it may not last long but-

i need this break right now.

enjoy yourselves while i'm gone.

-stick