heya

uh, it's the real me

as you might've seen, 2 of my projects has been set on hiatus for now. That's for very specific reasons, but I won't exactly say WHAT happened.

Imagine it like this:

I did something bad, broke down, and....

Tried to

Lets say

leave this world forever

I was ready to end it

I was a really bad person there.

Not only the thing I did was bad, but I also just insulted my friends that were trying to help me...

Everything is getting a bit better but...

I just can't do nothing else but hate myself for what I did and regret it

I'm having those thoughts every day.

My mood is constantly shifting.

I can't even really write this text properly haha...

...

I may work less because I'm drowning in self hate

But don't worry, nothing is cancelled

I will not say exactly what happened since it's a personal thing

But don't worry, nothing is cancelled

I'm sorry

Thank you

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