there is so much i cant say out of respect to a lot of people but the toll this project has had on me over the past few months has done too much to my mental health to just ignore and put aside anymore

i wake up terrified of the expectations people have over me and this project to the point of not being able to focus on anything else, and i struggle so hard to provide for a community that proves again and again that it can be as ungrateful and unforgiving as it can be the opposite

i cant enjoy anything, i dont feel happy doing anything and now i dont even feel happy doing the one thing i force myself to do every day at this point

its become impossible to see the positive when there's so much negative and with my mental health degrading as much as it has i cant keep it up anymore

i want to be a game developer and i know the strain that comes with it, but this fangame isn't going to put a roof over my head or food on my plate and that reality is setting in hard

i love this project and the thousands of fans it has gained, i will appreciate all of you always, but i cant force myself to do this anymore. it might be months, it might be a year, it might be never. i don't know when we'll be back, if we'll be back.

im so sorry to everyone who was excited, hopefully we can deliver one day