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So... I haven't cried at a movie in a long time, lately Disney is doing very badly with their movies or the next things they will release but I didn't expect that the movie Inside Out 2 would make me cry a lot.
When the old emotions would try to stop anxiety, they come at the worst moment, Joy would try to stop her but she realizes that she starts to cry, she wasn't a villain or a bad person...she wanted Riley not to be alone at the university, joining the hockey team and being with that group...but of course that included getting away from her old friends and if you remember correctly Riley started having that panic attack...
When they stopped Anxiety, Joy wanted to put the object of the promise but it wasn't working... when she took it out, a new object was created with all the emotions...
I am a good person.
I am egoistic.
I am kind.
I'M NOT THAT GOOD!
I am a good person.
I have to fit in, but...I want to be myself.
I'm brave, but I'm scared...
But when I saw that all the emotions gave her a hug...I started to cry, Riley was going to be alone, lose everything...including her friends and be completely alone...I identify with it so much that it took me to that point of starting to cry uncontrollably without being able to calm down even though my mother was there, but why? What exactly happened to you you ask?
I lost many things in the past, fake people hurt me a lot that I reached a point of depression (and I mean it, I know that many fake people say they have depression but I did have it)
I still want to change many things today in the past...but I know that I can no longer change the past...I have to move on with my future. A person forcing me to be a person I didn't want to be, like Riley said... "I want to be myself" and that's what I want to be, myself.
Please forgive me for the long text, I wanted to get it all out but don't worry about me, I'm fine, not like before when I was destroyed but with the passage of time I'm better, I may have been left alone but it's better this way.
Thank you very much for all the support I am receiving, you don't know how happy all of you make me, I love you all and remember...
You are not alone.
1 month ago
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