supposedly a "big year" as in just starting account from new blank paper and making 99% of my games lost media. doesnt matter anyways cus ive wanted to clear out my dead followers

im not really proud of this year except ive experienced very heavy burnout from fangames to the point that i literally wanted to quit fnaf community because of that but ended up staying. (still not proud of being here and just wished i couldve moved on)

anyways aside from that ill be listing my advancements ive made, general and gamedev here included:

officially considering myself as an music writer was not the thing i'd expect to actually do for this year. though i wanted to write songs of phonk (not brazillian) genre since 2023, i've ended up began writing ambients instead and gone stuck with it cus it was pretty much more enjoyable to work on. but also probably due to the fact that i've had too much emotions to fill with. SPECIAL THANKS TO SOMEONE WHO INSPIRED AND HELPED ME TO DO THIS
out of the songs ive made the only popular ones ive made are last wish and silence (latest is because it somehow got onto one roblox game i didnt knew was a thing all because of nyctophobia)
also once collabed for an sovietico's ambient collab on newgrounds
kinda considering myself as an 3d artist? probably cus of few artworks ive made for funnies

starting slowly mastering blender internal cus i found it pretty much easy to learn
cancelling over 3 projects because of overambitious (awoken doesn't count it's paused even tho ive once said its cancelled)
kinda collabing with 3 projects: former help for hellshift nights at delmo's with one night at delmo's and umbralatens' official semi-canon andsys 4 (semi canon as in it's own bubble more like what-if)
didnt told everyone but i was once apart of archlight games. no longer in there cus of drama (i had nothing to do with it fyi, infact ive barely did anything for the team except polar's 3 teaser).
still on hiatus

started working on my own blender game engine fork because every 3d engine ive tried never found my proper taste (tried firefly btw and yes ive paid for it).
current progress for ubf is still sits in a compiled build with generally changed nothing but startup splash and changed startup with it's own prefs settings

still thinking that im extremely talentless as shit i hate myself :PPPPP

proud of being intp-t

anyways bye bye i hope ive wasted your time on empty on purpose