WHY AM I LIKE THIS????? There was 3 different groups of studying experts in my area of work and they all engaged with me outside of running hours. So you would think, “oh it sounds like they want to be your friends,” but apparently NOT ME. It’s very clear that they want to get to know me better but I literally just now realized this 4 weeks into this. PAST CRUMB WTF ARE YOU DOING?????

I literally cannot comprehend the concept of friends along side a profession apparently.