I’m sure you all know about the doc that was made about me. And I tried fighting back, or considerably run away from it too, but it was worthless.

So I finally give in. And now I wanna give insight on how things went for me in those times. Coming from me myself.

First off: The homophobia and and Sarah Henderson images

That time was the time where but only I was like 13-15 years old, but it’s also where I mistook NSFW as cursed images, and made fun of lesbians and gays. And the reason why Sarah out of all people is because I was obsessed with her all the time.

Yea, I simp for fictional women. Embarrassing I know. But nowadays I just played it as a joke…well a milked dry joke at best.

Whenever if you’re gay, straight, bi, trans, or whatever you people come up with cus I’m a 2000’s guy lol. We’re still a human.

Which is also what I wanna go through next: My actions to women.

The simping and being weird stuff, I said that it was all a joke. I meant it partially. But it’s also because like I said: I’m an incel. A loser. I struggle to find a girlfriend around here everyday (wowie lore drop) and another thing is that I was going through a breakup around that time too.

I went through a lot of heartbreaking times. I was jealous, confused, and lonely. Im not a pedophile, nor a “Diddy” nor a “shitty person” and not comparable to Epstein (which btw those are absurd.) I’m lonely.

Making games and animations are my only way to escaping reality. It probably wrecked my mentality I know, but what other choice do I have?

Being funny and being off the rails about my jokes are what got me this far too. I just never know when to stop because people don’t actually tell me (whether if they’re uncomfortable or what) until it’s too late.

There aren’t a lot of people like me in my area. I’m online to make friends and make a community of my own. Which to this day I am, just trying out some more realistic options.

The ego stroking, poorly team management, and theft.

That whole time I didn’t mean to egostroke someone else’s work, hell I never meant to. I was just complementing Dreads’ OVERNIGHT and how good it is and how it’s better than FNaTAS (which was in deep shit at the time).

I guess I just overstayed my welcome with someone else’s work, even so all of that was from freedom.

Like I said, I’m here to make friends and make a community of my own. I don’t like rules that restricts me from being me.

Another thing is the poorly team management. This one confused me the most because really I never treated anybody in my team members badly.

I never pushed until it got to a point. I do weekly reminders and all of that. And miscrediting only happened because Dreads said I forgot to credit Zapper for the OV scare sound(which was particularly right because Funtime also made a sound for it.)

The ONLY reason why I went to steal OVERNIGHT and later Milly’s (another future project) was out of desperation. Back then I cancelled Five Nights at Anderson’s because it wasn’t enough. OVERNIGHT on the other hand is enough, one of my best work yet even though I was there to code, and I refused to let all that hard, good quality work waste.

So I went to work on “2” on my own with the materials I had left (such as the map and new buildings which I had saved), but it didn’t feel the same like before.

I was gonna try recreating that 1/1000 lightning in the bottle OV had, but I couldn’t help but miss one thing that made OVERNIGHT good: teamwork.

Yea, I think that’s all I have to share about this drama that has been going on SINCE MY BIRTHDAY OUT OF ALL THINGS.

All I ask is an apology back from all of the torment I went through from this shit. Because this happening before and my birthday is just…ugh.

And especially where before this got out and the group was stable for like a day, I was infuriated by that no one bothered to see if I was okay from the situation. I may sound like a child right now I know, but remember: this happened before my birthday. The day where I turn 17, probably the last year where I get to enjoy being a quirky kid.

That’s all I ask now. Be truthful this time.

-RednitteGamestop/RTGBOfficial.