I’m sure you all know about the doc that was made about me. And I tried fighting back, or considerably run away from it too, but it was worthless.

So I finally give in. And now I wanna give insight on how things went for me in those times. Coming from me myself.

First off: The homophobia and and Sarah Henderson images

That time was the time where but only I was like 13-15 years old, but it’s also where I mistook NSFW as cursed images, and made fun of lesbians and gays. And the reason why Sarah out of all people is because I was obsessed with her all the time.

Yea, I simp for fictional women. Embarrassing I know. But nowadays I just played it as a joke…well a milked dry joke at best.

Whenever if you’re gay, straight, bi, trans, or whatever you people come up with cus I’m a 2000’s guy lol. We’re still a human.

Which is also what I wanna go through next: My actions to women.

The simping and being weird stuff, I said that it was all a joke. I meant it partially. But it’s also because like I said: I’m an incel. A loser. I struggle to find a girlfriend around here everyday (wowie lore drop) and another thing is that I was going through a breakup around that time too.

I went through a lot of heartbreaking times. I was jealous, confused, and lonely. Im not a pedophile, nor a “Diddy” nor a “shitty person” and not comparable to Epstein (which btw those are absurd.) I’m lonely.

Making games and animations are my only way to escaping reality. It probably wrecked my mentality I know, but what other choice do I have?

Being funny and being off the rails about my jokes are what got me this far too. I just never know when to stop because people don’t actually tell me (whether if they’re uncomfortable or what) until it’s too late.

There aren’t a lot of people like me in my area. I’m online to make friends and make a community of my own. Which to this day I am, just trying out some more realistic options.

The ego stroking, poorly team management, and theft.

That whole time I didn’t mean to egostroke someone else’s work, hell I never meant to. I was just complementing Dreads’ OVERNIGHT and how good it is and how it’s better than FNaTAS (which was in deep shit at the time).

I guess I just overstayed my welcome with someone else’s work, even so all of that was from freedom.

Like I said, I’m here to make friends and make a community of my own. I don’t like rules that restricts me from being me.

Another thing is the poorly team management. This one confused me the most because really I never treated anybody in my team members badly.

I never pushed until it got to a point. I do weekly reminders and all of that. And miscrediting only happened because Dreads said I forgot to credit Zapper for the OV scare sound(which was particularly right because Funtime also made a sound for it.)

The ONLY reason why I went to steal OVERNIGHT and later Milly’s (another future project) was out of desperation. Back then I cancelled Five Nights at Anderson’s because it wasn’t enough. OVERNIGHT on the other hand is enough, one of my best work yet even though I was there to code, and I refused to let all that hard, good quality work waste.

So I went to work on “2” on my own with the materials I had left (such as the map and new buildings which I had saved), but it didn’t feel the same like before.

I was gonna try recreating that 1/1000 lightning in the bottle OV had, but I couldn’t help but miss one thing that made OVERNIGHT good: teamwork.

Yea, I think that’s all I have to share about this drama that has been going on SINCE MY BIRTHDAY OUT OF ALL THINGS.

All I ask is an apology back from all of the torment I went through from this shit. Because this happening before and my birthday is just…ugh.

EDIT: If you hear anything about me doing weird things to one of my characters being "Charlie", it was @FrostBunnyTheSecond 's idea, not mines. I don't know what I was on to do that, but clearly we were both at an age where our "intsusive" thoughts got the better of us most of the time (like we were around 13-14 at the time during that Charlie mess) so I cou;dn't stress you enough, it was ALL him and I was gullible enough to go through with it at the time. I know what you are frost rabbit.

Let's not forget that he dates a tupper box of a jay character people. (Which is what the Buzbee video was implying) So let's not pretend that I'm the representation of Adolf Hitler.

And especially where before this got out and the group was stable for like a day, I was infuriated by that no one bothered to see if I was okay from the situation. I may sound like a child right now I know, but remember: this happened before my birthday. The day where I turn 17, probably the last year where I get to enjoy being a quirky kid.

That’s all I ask now. Be truthful this time.

-RednitteGamestop/RTGBOfficial.