Okay so like I genuinely cant trust anyone. I have a constant feeling that everyone and everything is lying to me no matter how much reassurance I get. I think it's gotten to a point where i crave a constant confirmation or else i start to think ive been lied to. The bigest example lately has been with my boyfriend. as much as he says he loves me and that he misses me when we cant see each other my brain goes to thinking im being lied to. I hate this feeling and want it to stop I want tk trust him specifically and I do but at the same time I don't. Like what if hes just saying it to keep me with him so that he doesnt hurt me. I'm also scared to bring it up because Im scared of confrontation and how it can mess our relationship up if he learns that I "dont trust him" and it's really out of my control. Im at a loss at what to do and Im just so done with this feeling
3 months ago
Next up
apple sauce.
Chat I made a silly calling card(envelope with a card inside) for me and my man's anniversary
(if you get the reference then we are now besties)
heres the lil haul from my maverik!! :P
Fanart! + ref sheet+ yt channel!
( updated june 15th)
Reference sheet in article
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Donated blood just for some extra credit
Face reveal ig? I like how it came out tho :3
yo chat rate the fit for a late night gas station runnnn
heres some coolio stuff I found while skating!! :D
Viewer check up :]
CHAT MY PREORDER FOR DOOM IS HEREEEE >:DDD
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