I honestly dont think its ivy's fault, i also had a crush on someone and wanted to confess to them, im okay i guess, as long as ivy's happy. Nobody deserves to be sad because of me.

Explanation for people who dont know:

One day, around 2025, i had gotten a message from ivy, her saying "My parents found out. Im sorry but i have to go now. I will always love you."

I didnt know what she meant at the time. Then as days passed, she hasnt been responding to my messages, she deleted her tiktok account for a while.

Then i tried to move on, and i started getting those sexual thoughts. I soon realised i have hypersexuality. The thoughts hurt me. Alot. I wanted to explain to my friends, most of them wouldnt take it seriously, the other? They were busy. And didnt have time to comfort and help me.

I've been covering up my horrible state with drawing,playing games, and talking about characters i love deeply/my comfort characters. People think i've been getting better, but im not.

At the time, i had a crush on giro, i dont anymore.

I dont have anything else to explain, and the way i write explanations are really bad.

Please understand.

Im still a minor, by the way.