im in the worst state of grief why i lost someone i care the most and it feel every single bit of me is my fault and dealing with this pure depressions have been rough i broke down and sob like three time today and i think i should stop drawing until i get better, im tired of getting my heart shattered and throw it like it was nothing that isnt good for me and im close to break down again but i wont let it to happen for the fouths time. the game isnt going anywhere.