Basically, this dream puts me in a loop of whether I should end my life or keep it, and every time makes me go to life. I never really have an option. This dream is basically the Angel and the Demon on your shoulders when in a bad and good situation. The devil side tries to make you go to the bad side and the Angel side tries to make you do good. In this dream, I don't get the choice, and it's a loop of the devil making me feel like shit amd the Angel having to comfort me. What I didn't make was the end of the dream. As the Angel turns into the devil and chases me awake. Followed by loud ass ringing in my ear.