you know, drawing all these fucking petals and shit is actually crazy tedious but also fun; so i guess it’s only tedious in nature? it’s personality is quite entertaining. i already find myself bogged down by all my usual anxieties when working on anything long term, which has withheld me my entire pathetic life, but i will be dedicated to this… even if it embarrasses me.

this is really just a “keep it movin’” post… i’m stuck on making a new banner for this thing, which is an AWFUL thing to be stuck on, but at least i’m not strapped for a whole lot. i have an idea of what i’m doing. attached above are a cute drawing of ritka the daisy, and below is the banner in frog… i mean… progress.

i guess philosophy is taking a backseat to this, but will still be really important. it’s turning into more of a gilgamesh where your neighbors are what you watch out for, or they’ll get you down or distract you from believing in yourself.

i want to get down to developing the environment… since it will only be about 9 levels, it shouldn’t be bad! i’ll just be dissecting the back garden into floors to explore. now if only i knew what my garden looked like… what i plan on is going on an exhibition around my neighborhood to record all kinds of good plant formations and garden layouts and just put everything i like together with some kind of Suitable Looking Grandma House. is this game development? is this how it works?

next time… hopefully more things are done, or more ideas are had. i am GOING to make this HAPPEN… ciao friends