So the actual reason why people barely talk to me at school is cuz I don't talk a lot. But like bruh I don't talk unless someone talks to me cuz in 6th or 5th grade I had to deal with "no one asked". A lot. And then someone called me shy apparently. Ngl when my science fair partner asked me "why am I lying to myself" cuz he said I have a crush (which I might) I said "cuz I hate myself". I'm really wondering why everyone else improved or stayed the same while my mental health just blew up and fell off the road