Because I mean yeah I have dated a female (woman?? Idk we were only like 13 at the time) before and i guess yeah i mean I did date two other people after we broke up but that's beside the point because they both weren't the best to me and it wasn't really anything going on

But yeah I mean she did kinda actually make me feel special

Or maybe that's with every dating partner and I just don't know what it's like to date a dude who actually likes me and doesn't like ignore me and fake illnesses to not talk to me 🧍‍♂️