Well, I'm back after being away from GameJolt for 2 months.
Today, on this last day of the year, I'm going to talk about what I thought of this year and explain why I disappeared again.
ABOUT THIS YEAR.
Honestly, it was a year I didn't enjoy very much, I would say it was mediocre, but why exactly?
Well... Many of the things I wanted to happen, in the end, didn't happen as planned, I was planning for this to be the year I would be most active here, posting lots of art.
Unfortunately, that didn't happen in the end, This year has honestly been very difficult for me, I made few friends and significantly changed the way I see things around me (compared to last year)
I hope that next year I'll improve mentally and be able to move forward.
WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO ME?
Well, as I said before, I disappeared for 2 months, and it's obviously not the first time this has happened.
The real reason for this was that I became addicted to a strategy game called Brawl Stars, Ever since I discovered it in April of this year, I've become overly concerned with it, so much so that I spend the entire day just playing that game.
I know this is sad, honestly, it took away all the motivation I had for art, And because I found it very eye-catching and important, it made me extremely angry, At the same time, it made him very depressed and feel very bad about things from the past.
I know my mother has told me to uninstall it many, many times, because I was getting very angry and never gave up on that game.
So much so that my mother got very angry with me and already found it unbearable that I'm still addicted to this (even though it's not good for me mentally).
I officially uninstalled it, I don't want to know anything more about this game, I know I feel really bad about it, It was the worst thing I've experienced this year, and I never imagined at that point that I would have given up completely.
Well, Sorry if I didn't mention certain details, I still feel very bad about myself, I just hope to regain the motivation I had before and I hope to be a better person next year.
That's all, bye.
















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