21 days ago

late night article


Basically, I want to reflect on the person I was and how I've grown and what's changed.

First off, I want to address the bigger elephant in the room: the blatant bigotry I use to taut around. I want to say that I was 100% in control of my own actions, and I own up to everything I have said and done. I was awful, I was crappy. I used to believe hating on the LGBTQ was "based and cool" when all it really was hurtful, harmful, and bigoted. I was surrounded by people who taught me to carry the internalized homophobia, transphobia, and racism as "moral values". I have since blocked and cut off all forms of contact with such people. I want to acknowledge and apologize for my actions. I seriously messed up when I was 15-16 and I want to make it up to people I've hurt.

Secondly, most of my "mental breakdowns" when I was 13-15 were all fake. All of them were. I'm 100% certain people can tell now that I just faked it for attention. Arguably not the worst (considering i was a moody teenager haha) but still pretty embarrassing.

Lastly, what am I doing now? Well, I'm not working on Jack and John's, that's for sure haha. I've been pretty busy with college so I haven't had much time to really sit down and make a game (not that I have since FNASE200's remastered lol.)

Sorry for basically 2 years of radio silence, life got incredibly crazy for me (relationship dramas and actual mental health issues bogged me down) and GJ became less of a priority than it had all those years prior.



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