But with me, its not about talking negatively, lets see the bright side, and i might sound like the person to 'get happy', but hear me out, cuz youre way more than this demon that circles your head, and dont even come saying i dont know about what i talk about because i know your castle of lies is big, but unstructured, so i'll wait for it to come to the floor, and when it does, come back to here so we can talk truly, cuz im not gonna waste time with someone who doesnt want to progress.

I know how much these words mean to you, and i can tell you youre worth so much, if you were on ebay you would be put on a price of 5 billion, and that wouldnt even be a good price, because your real price doesnt exist, cause you have a heart of gold, friend, and no gold bar can buy you, you wanna know why? Because youre unique, that makes you special, did you know? The strings of affiliation you made with people, the friends, the family, dont you see how much they love you? Cause you may be blind by the self-hatred right now, but since birth, to hear your cries at their arms, your parents loved you since the start, and the reason you have meaning and value is cuz youre a survivor. A survivor of this desease, of the possibilities of being born dead, of dying at young ages, and you dont know how much your father and your mother would cry at your funural today, because they have build so many things, and fought their own mind to have you this comfort, this food you eat, dont you see why they value your life so much? Dont you see how much your life means to them? Your parents dont want your worst, friend, they only want your growth, they want your best even when they dont understand what you do, a mother wants to see their son and daughter graduating in life.

And just like a mother, i want to see you winning this fight, even if its hard to get up everytime you fall down, ill give you my hand, cuz life goes on, and you have to stay at this moment, because the monsters inside your head never stop hitting, so its fundamental for you to think in the present, where you actually exist.

Dont forget, you mean too much to so many people, so tell someone you trust about your aches, dont let this become a larger snowball, because no one is capable of winning against a giant, so use the immeasurable love of the people around you to tear this demon apart, and with each step you take in your life, youre getting closer to the light of a victory, and that will come in the right time, but please, dont give up, cuz many that did, where just one step away from glory, but for glory, youll have to break the monotous routine, cuz it never gave you the light you needed for shining, so take action, youre stronger than you know, and i believe you are able to reach out to someone, to be able to be humble and ask for help, because to recognize you need help is a large step.