People who try to categorize we, people, will never reach a true definition of who we are, because no mere label can express the complexity of the human being, and exactually for that, you cant say your worth based on the things you blame yourself for, for what the murmurs from the devil tell you, because the voice itself is part of you, and a human like you isnt defined by one thing or another, you arent your worst or your best, youre not 'worthless' because you did x thing in the past, the reason why theres a world of complexity inside our body is that there are many things we cant define, we cant say (and even i cant say in this article) because youre a box full of individual preferences, of completly unique DNA, your atoms arent the same as mine, your skin color might not be the same, your eye color, etc.

Now, here goes a reccomendation: instead of thinking negatively, of complaining,

take a deep breath, in and out, take a step back and lets visualize this situation with calm minds.

i propose to you that you start trying to find the positive things in your day, the good things that happen, forget the bad stuff for a minute and lets focus on the good, and i know, its not easy, but try it. i never said healing was easy, and to want to heal, i can give you lots of reasons, but truly, i own no power of cure, i cant give you all answers and i cant make you do anything against your will, i can only do as make you think.

So dont be so reckless about your own health, mental or phisical, dont wait for things to get worse to seek for a doctor, seek help now, if theres anything important in your life, its your health, its your highest, your greatest gift, and i can assure you, your friends, although they might not understand, they dont want to see your name on a grave, they want to keep seeing it in this media, in whatsapp, etc.