sometimes I want to cry, the only thing I know how to do, I just can't do it, how am I going to learn anatomy, improve my style and other things, if I don't even know what to draw, it seems I don't even know how to draw, I mean..

look at this, it looks like it lost her shine, i don't feel anything when i look at this drawing, absolutely nothing, it looks like i made it just to post it, because i don't want to disappoint you, it was because of you that i got it better, but right now I can't even make a draft in my notebook, I feel useless, and I feel like I'm letting you all down, sorry..and if you read all of this, thanks for listening to me<3 I'm not giving up of mine acount, let alone stop drawing, but I'm not in one of my best moments

-sayo