SupFam here

Clearly by now you might've saw my posts that explained what I did that I should've never done, I needed to write down a apology post featuring my thoughts on it, and why I should've never done this shit in the first place

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Apparently, the first post says that my personality would've changed a bit, which meant I wouldn't be the same chill yet silly goober people probably call me

This is actually true except it changed a bit too far, because I said my rival should've been ranover, which pissed off one of my friends, so not only did it make me look like I was a chill yet silly goober turning into a serious person who could fuck you over, that was the beginning of my downfall

I should've never said that my rival should've been ranover because that would be his death, I didn't want my rival seriously injured and leading him to his death, because if he died, I would just ignore his death and continue living with my career that's being destroyed right now

The second post says it's also what happens when you start acting nice after apologizing for every little controversial thing you did, not mentioning the other controversial things you did from a few years ago because you're forgetting them

That's also true, you should apologize for everything you did, not forget the rest. If you do, you won't be truly sorry for everything you did, that lead to your downfall, this not only to mention can go on a user's permanent record and could lead to you being banned

The third post is also true, Raven is not a homophobe or a transphobe and I should have never said that, this is what started the controversy in the first place. No, wait, it's me that started it, I started this shit. I fucked up

The fourth post is also true, I should've never overreacted to Dev when he said "fuck you" to me, because Dev wouldn't say fuck you. He was sleep deprived when this happened. I received some pretty disturbing info from Bob when I overreacted to Dev. Bob said that Dev was sleep deprived, hence is why he said that, and also, don't forget that people told him to kill himself because he was bisexual, which is why he was depressed and sleep deprived. Also about a few days ago Dev attempted to choke himself with a charger on his neck but stopped because of the pain it gave him and he was looking for something with no pain, but also stopped. Dev went to bed early and he was back to normal. The problem is I'm not the normal Fam people used to know because I don't get that much sleep. If I went to bed early, I could go back to normal and stop what I'm doing. I think why I'm up late is because of the things I think people will say to me. I think that's it. I think that's why I'm doing this.

The fifth post is also true, Dev misgendered Sapari too, which caused Paprika to hate him for misgendering Sapari, because Sapari is a pansexual non-binary according to Kayden's wiki (this might've changed), and believing Dev is a pervert, when I got Dev in my GC to convince Paprika that he's not a pervert, Paprika forgave him, causing the convincing to be stopped. Swizz was never sent this info, otherwise, well, let's say something bad would happen to Dev.

The sixth and seventh post are also true, Swizz was in the assets for whatever reason, I'm still wondering if Kayden got permission from him to be in the mod.

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The eighth post is true, I had 2 Undertale and Deltarune AU's I was working on, like Flunderphy, my take on Underfell, and Misery, a parasite like Fresh but instead of turning them Fresh it kills them within' 9 hours. Flunderphy and Misery was given to MeowthBlep and Dev after I left, which caused me to stay the same up until the controversial post where I said my rival should be ranover

I didn't really care about cropping out the other posts they're self explanatory

Now I'd like to say something

To all of the friends I offended, the friends I lost, and everyone else I offended, I'm sorry for the following

1: Wishing death on my rival

2: Changing my personality to my 12 year old self's personality

3: Calling out another user for homophobia and transphobia allegations

4: Overreacting when Dev told me "fuck you" during his sleep deprivation and taking his joke on Sapari too seriously, causing Paprika to hate him and believe he was a pervert before Paprika forgave him

5: Starting the controversies and shit

6: Leaving the UT/DR communities

7: Not apologizing for the other stuff I did

8: Joining GameJolt when I was underage (I'm 13 now, going to be 14 soon)

9: Writing down a bad apology to Frozen Toaster and getting pissed off at him because I wasn't allowed in his GC at all

10: Losing Isaac, Alex and Jordan during the controversy

11: Blocking other people for mentioning me calling out another user for homophobia and transphobia allegations

12: Nearly killing myself

12.5: Other reasons are from a few years ago

13: Multiple harassment on Juliana Maria that nearly lead to her killing herself, making me a sick twisted fucked up individual

14: Harassing Sensist's entire fucking family

15: Harassing another user I don't remember

16: Literally fucking making a goddamn TCF ripoff then using it as my logo

17: Being a logokid

18: Making a CGG series which I hated

19: Harassing tons of users I don't remember and some I remember

20: Lying about me living in Australia despite me living in the United States of America

21: Homophobia

22: Being a anti-furry

23: "Hacking" one of my alternate accounts

24: Liking Hazbin Hotel

25: Proshipping

26: Calling some random person a fake homo

27: Exposed another user with fake proof

28: Hating on myself

29: POSTING. A. FUCKING. BRUTAL. VIDEO. OF. A. CLONE. HIGH. CHARACTER. BEATING. THE. SHIT. OUT. OF. HER. SELF. MULTIPLE. TIMES.

30: Supporting Plainrock124

31: Making fake proof, then false exposing users for it without knowing I was the one who made the proof

32: Harassment on Ari's Art, Nate Smith (she's 17, dumbass.), Jita26, CGTVETIRH123 (also known as Chloe Guevara The Video Editor The Interminable Rooms Hater), AlbertTheAnimator, Yovanynoodley and What the Fools!

33: Having a crush on Ari in 2022 despite her being 14 and me being 10 (she's 17 now and I'm 13)

34: Using Plotagon

35: Getting pissed off over the fact the United Trolling Agency disbanded, then making a new UTA called UETA (United Eradog Trolling Agency)

36: Claimed that a user got arrested because they "killed their dog" when they didn't at all

37: What the hell was that podcast's name again? You know like the ones that got shown on HBO? Does anyone know that name?

38: Having a crappy FNAF OC made on Animatronic World then attempting to make it a anti-furry by putting racist shit on it

39: Claimed to be born on June 666, 6666 despite me not being born on June 666, 6666 at all, and lied about my age too, saying I was 666 years old despite me not being 666 years old and me being 11 when I said I was 666 years old

40: Called out Chloe Guevara for beating the shit out of their family

41: Share begging

42: Being a fan of Danger Mouse

43: Making unfunny memes

44: Wanting YouTube to be nuked

45: You get the rest

I'm pretty sure what the fuck I did was so fucking wrong and plus I wouldn't even be forgiven for this shit. In either way, I'm sure none of this will ever happen again

Don't forgive me at all, I want everyone to forget me.

If you feel like forgiving me, that's okay, I don't want anyone to remember who I was or who I used to be

Goodbye and thanks for nothing

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