Hello, So as of right now I’m typing this in my phone, I don’t have my pc or anything on me. But I will say this statement on what is going on with me.
I have been struggling with obesity and food for the last 2 years starts back in 2023, I have tried to go to the gym but I keep failing because I have been also struggling to keep going so I have been gaining weight for 2 years and I have tried to balance the weight and control my diet but I can’t. I might get a gastrectomy surgery if keep eating and gaining weight. My family constantly recommends and advices me that I get gastrectomy but I told them no. It even got to a point whenever I go to the hospital I can see my abnormal results, so I reached my breaking point of venting my brother to my eating problems because I have no self control in eating. He did suggests me a gym and he told me to gradually reduce my eating and even to a point where I no longer have to need eating so big.
So, I listened to his advice and I did come back to the gym and I did what I could have done and reaching to a point where I can walk 3.82 km in 45 minutes.
Also, there is a reason why I don’t have my pc and that’s because there has been a family issue that we are trying to solve, and I can’t tell the reason for it but we are trying our best to solve it. July was supposed to be the day that is making me happy but it’s depressing for me because throughout the weeks people trying to tell me to lose weight and all that and it’s gotten even to a point that I would have to commit you know what the word is, but I remembered that I would go to hell. Anyway, I have been depressed a lot lately and I was trying to focus on my phone, watching TikTok, and reading and there is even doing activities but I can’t.
What does have to do with my future projects?
Well if I ever get my pc back, I will be updating you on what is going on. But I have been focusing on life and other stuff.
That’s all for now, I’m depressed and I need your help and support and motivation on losing weight.
Thank you for listening,
-KSA (dev)










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