This is the following message from Mr. Freeman:

I can’t. I can’t take it anymore. It keeps happening. No matter how much I try to do the right thing, act mature in situations and help others out, somehow it still happens. I’ve gone through so much. I’ve made many mistakes in the past and grew from them, only for this to happen. I get shat on, insulted, and earn a bad reputation. I went into a certain server to warn them about how a certain user isn’t trustworthy. I convinced them for a while, then all of a sudden they turned on me because I didn’t do shit for long. They called me a manipulator for convincing them and completely forgot why they decided to agree in the first place. I tried to reason with them again to get out of their jail, only for them to ignore most of what I said and discard reason. Only when I got angry from someone senselessly insulting did they find something to make excuses out of, and then act all reasonable and professional against me. That person senselessly insulting called me boring for reasoning and not mature at the same time. They said excuses for calling them kids “and discriminating by age”, and for saying I’m mature, that I was “boasting maturity” when in reality I was saying it out of outrage at them calling me immature. The server owner timed me out when i was typing then taunted me about it. I hate those people so fucking much. Their behavior community and actions really make them look like kids who should be on the internet, because they discuss drama and even promoted a raid server. The owner claimed he was 14. I don't remember if I specifically said or claimed that the user was a clout chaser or manipulator when I convinced them, but I at least said once that they and the situation shouldn’t be trusted. But I’m done with all of it now. It can’t be helped anymore.

My irl situation isn’t doing much better. I resent my parents. I wanted them to acknowledge their mistakes and at least try to improve. I screamed at my mom today when she refused to acknowledge what I said and said that she was good enough and that I was wrong. God I hate everything so much. I don’t know if I can last much longer. I honestly want to give it all up.