So, recently, I've been undergoing personal issues, but in short, lack of creativity, starting to become trans-nonbinary, and feeling depressed in a way. Recently, I've been treated as an outcast for doing and expressing myself. Just feeling like I don't belon in some ways, my parents would literally kill me and not support me for seeing who I am. Recently, I fell in love in "Trans Music." Trans Music is normally a blend of hyperpop, breakcore, and sometimes even emo in my opinion. Personally, I love femtanyl and STOMACH BOOK's music. <3 I've not decided to even tell my friends or school that I might go non-binary; I just feel that it's hard due to going to a strict school. My mom refuses to let me express what I love, saying it's "suggestive." Like, seriously, she treats my like I'm a child, and I'm not anymore. I dont feel as masculine as I thought I was originally, but I'm not feminine, so I can't really fit in, I feel that I cant do anything, or feel I am. Not to self-h*rm myself of course!! (*^▽^*) I definitely feel that I can be accepted by the internet. I will stop shitposting from now on, and be more serious.

thanks. for... everything! (^_^)