I've said sorry so many times, and it didn't fixed anything, so i learned that apology doesn't fix things. I also defensed Jordan so many times, but i'm regretting this, despite he stopped being weird, i still seeing him as a weirdo. Sugar stopped being immature and sensitive, but i still seeing him as a weak, sensitive kid, crying all the time. Said sorry will never fix something, neither my friendship or something like that, so i have sure that I'll pass the whole year, without people who i trusted, saying truth about me, that i'm a useless idiot person, and for those who said that, they're right. Please, do not complement me ever, i already got used to be hated than loved or liked, and that the last time i'll change my bio, for something that i wanted to do ever.