Honestly, I truly hoped that October would bring some relief, or at least be better than the months that have preceded it. However.. it wasn't. For the past 19 days, the drama, hate and agression on this website has been overwhelming, and despite my efforts to deal with it, I can’t keep my sanity intact any longer. At one point, i was on the brink of a complete mental breakdown and i had to calm down for around 2 hours. It's gotten that out of control! You want to hear what's even worse?

ONE OF MY BELOVED FRIENDS NEARLY ATTEMPTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE. Yes. You heard me right. I saw the whole situation go on in @Athxna- 's recent GC, and i was simply traumatized. There is a good ending though. After all of the begging and pleading, she then changed her mind and decided NOT to commit suicide, which is a very good thing.

And as for the Cheems situation..? I’d rather not discuss that, as it would only harm my mental well-being even further.

What’s my overall opinion of this month? Well, it's pretty obvious.

So far, this month was ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE.

Before i end it here, i'm just going to give out some good things.

1: I will be preparing myself for halloween this October. (Don't forget about the ET4 project.)

2: Me and my parent will bring new life into our home with some vibrant changes and fresh decorations.

3: I'll become more motivated to work on MIBU/horror related content from now on.

I’ve shared everything I have. if you come across any more drama that's going on, please inform me.