Idu... But I keep forgetting to post now BC my DAMN lil sis... She is annoying me now like she said "STAR YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY A NON SENSER" or smth like help I'm older than her and still she is bad at speaking english I told her when we are recording talk english and not Netherlands but still she said I cannot hear you like SORRY? I'm 10x dumber than her so she need to shut up to talk herself negative things bc SHE IS TO YOUNG FOR THAT.

And I need to protect her every time literally my sis is only calling and not helping me I feel so suffer now I just want to die bc this damn world hates me... :/

Sorry I don't want to be rude I keep getting traumatized :(