6 hours ago

New person, same old mistakes, even more aware than I ever was, yet failing. That's how 2025 was in a nutshell, I'm just... getting older as everything becomes worse and worse trying to keep myself motivated til the last second.


Basically I've been trying to navigate life while also trying to manage this art hobby I have. The people I currently talk to make me at least happy or at least cut to the people I actually want to invest my time and effort on, certainly enough. You guys, family, friends etc. I've mainly been posting on comic studio more than gamejolt (since gamejolt is techinally blocked in my school) because of that which I got a whole series crafted. Less of that, I'm more of an adult now including tackling my adhd issues as of recently and you know driving things. The stuff adults do. (which is way harder in 2025 ). Idk everything somewhat became worse (I might have sorta ranted about that) which might be ticking away my personal goals in real life- I didn't do academically well this year, even if I improved it certain things fucked me over that I did/will take it twice which happened 3 times, two of which I was fucked over by something extrema and two (one has both) which I fucked over myself ๐Ÿ˜ญ.

I'm about to be what, 18? One thing I do got to mention is that I already got the college I was certainly aiming for, so that's mainly something. I don't know if this is going to upset some people but I've chose ai computer engineering DESPITE me not using it as much and it's an ironic choice indeed. I never used chatgpt to cheat, never used open ai to make art, I barely used c.ai this year, and I don't support gen ai. But the reason why I'm going for that it's not to get a job at an IT profession (I wasn't interested in an IT department like microsoft or apple, and DEF NOT the social media ones anyways) but rather to make a meaning contribution to AI, like research on better ethics for that ai. When I have this amount of knowledge I've been taught throughout highschool that being computer science, there should be no real reason I would not find a way to counter the AI problem. But if I'm ever gonna change it at some point, my biggest option would be obvious, game design. I might not have played any games but I hope I can have a clutch on a gaming laptop at some port in my life I swear to god the odds are stacked against me. It was either the game design route or fight the Ai with your fucking knowledge of computer science because shit your computer science degree is deem useless, and even though my parents didn't want me to do art they want me to at least be successful route.

Also when I turn 18 a new way for me to contact which many people have been asking about will be open, mostly because my other socials might be cut short. (which might be SO MANY PEOPLE) As for scratch, if I become inactive or stop posting at some point, I will never say when I will I stop or say I'm leaving because I did that when I left on late december 2023, and told the exact reason why. The reason I will leave is just because I'M OLD and CAN ANIMATE ON 2026 LMAO, not saying I'm just saying I will not say because I did that before I made the gamejolt account. More likely gonna say when I will leave gamejolt, but my chances of leaving gamejolt are less than scratch so. I might not see your messages but I'm more inclined to talk way more to people I haven't really seen. Still gonna be making art here.

So yeah, other than doing more adult stuff and life yeah that's pretty much it for 2026.

2025 was just a shitty year for the whole outside world that me and my friends watched and crash down like crazy on the shit happening. I don't know what else to say really other than I hope 2026 it's gonna get better, not worse-



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