Reason why?
well let's say i make art, similar to my most recent post where i used effort. it took about 8 hours (across 2 days).
and to me, it looked very good, so i decide to post it.
and most often then not, it only get's a max of 8 likes.
sure, i'm happy i got them, but it's real deflating because when i see other art posts, it has well over 40 likes. and i wanna be like that. the art looks good, and that sometimes makes me think that MY art isn't good enough, that THATS the reason it's getting so little likes; that i'm not good enough. i give myself impossible expectations to meet in my mind, which slowly deminishes my motivation to post here. not blaming anyone, more or less blaming myself for thinking like this. it's not the person's fault they make me seem i'm not good enough. i'm sure a few people saw good art and thought "man, my art looks trash compared to that". That's what i think most the time. it's not good.

not really sure why i'm venting. only around 10 or 23 people will see this.
don't try to say something like "it's okay" or something similar in the comments, because if i even see it, i'd just not believe you. that you're just saying such things to make me feel better and nothing else. because at the end of the day, i'm a stranger to all of you. you don't know me, and i don't know you.
I'm not your problem.
I'm a problem to myself.