Whats the point in creating anything if half this community hates me?
If i cant tell if even my few friends like or care about me anymore
If i cant even show anyonr my work
If everything i put out just gets degraded and shamed and put into an endless loop of controversy?
I want to create experiences
Yet if 50% of my "fanbase" dont even enjoy what i make
What point is there to even trying to make anything?
To get laughed at constantly?
To get constant death threats?
To have to argue how pointless a drama is someone starts of me?
To have big influencers constantly "call me out" and send their little goons after me?
I love making games still but honestly, moving forwards im going to either keep them to myself, or just stop entirely.
Doesnt help i dont actually have my friends anymore.
Sorry, but im too tired of all of this.
Ive got already a shit ton of stuff i have to battle and deal with and push through every single day.
Im so tired.
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