honestly so funny that he likes to say this, because i realized how happy i've been since im done talking to this lying piece of shit. i was just put up with it because i was done with the constant: taking everything un-seriously, not understanding my problems, always asking to record for content, and overall just being a little petty bitch.

super sad that he blamed this on my "ego" which is apparently huge. its honestly whatever anymore, i shouldn't be having this shit happen in a time like now. of course you don't know, my grandma recently had a stroke and NOTHING, i mean NOTHING has been the same ever since. My dad has pretty much gone in a complete decline, my pap (grandpa) is just in shambles, and half of the family is convinced our grandma will eventually pass away. she isn't making the right decisions either. genuinely concerned for my father's well being aswell, horrified that he is getting closer and closer to suicide.

seriously crazy that even after i tell vacio everything thats happening in my life not only is he sending GIFs and not seeming to care whatsoever, but is also calling me an "emo kid" and "sympathy seeker" for having my life caving in.

y'all may not even read this, but its actually shattering my heart to see him talk about this with NO explanation at all.