1 year ago

Ok, be real with me. Are you okay? Really okay?

For how long have you been on auto-pilot, telling others youre fine when youre hurting inside?

Now this is something i took a long time to understand, so get this:

You need to tell someone about your pain.


Seriously, talk to a friend, a relative, ME, or someone you trust, but dont let that ache eat you from the inside out, because i can tell that its the worst you could ever let this pain do. Its something poisonous, but the venom its to our soul.

No, nothing will change if you dont first change the routine.

I can tell you, no one can help you out of this hole other than yourself, and so dont wait for a miracle, because life is no cliché anime where someone reads your eyes, no. No one reads minds, and even when you swear its impossible for someone not to notice, you never know exactually if thats true.

I know, its hard to find the courage to be brave, after all, its something so personal, so intimate, like opening up to your crush, that i know, yoy get nervous and stuff, but trust me, the worst you can do is let the venom stay for too long in your system, and these are not words from anybody, these are words from a friend trying to help someone go through what they already went through, so please take it to your heart. Those cat images supporting you may be cute, but frank, honest words are the ones that hit the deepest in our souls so please, dont let the voices win your head, because theyre anything but true, because dont listen to them, dont let them unvalue your life because youre graceful, with your presence and beauty, dont let yourself tell you otherwise because you, my friend, are worthy of love, of your familys love, of your friends love, and please hug the love they give you, because theyre the ones that really care about you, so dont throw rocks at these wonderful people.



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