i doomscrolled his profile a little during the early morning cause i just couldnt get myself to sleep

i never understood why he never wanted to talk about me to anyone, i wasn't even mentioned once on his posts and i talked about him so much like my world revolved around him

he said he didn't have the time to make us an anniversary drawing and yet he made his 'croomf' a full ass drawing with extra doodles??

another person he was friends with had a crush on him and he didn't tell them he was already dating me to reject them because "they already saw one of your posts"

it's like he WANTS it to keep happening, we weren't even that much a secret, everyone my circle knew i was dating him already. and yet to his audience i am a meer stranger

i didn't feel loved. i don't have anything to reminisce about him. i feel like someone he'd come to as he please to make him feel good about himself