1 year ago

Okay…its been like what a couple of hours? I still cant sleep…

I’m just on my 2DS and…staring at the wall…

I hate my thought process right now… 😔


I keep thinking… “Am I worthless? Pathetic?…and hell I can’t get outta bed if I want to..” well that third one means “if I lay in smth comfy I’ll be lazy as hell…”

And yes I am lazy….but I’m somewhat depressed…

I just don’t talk about it and I just lie how I feel around other people like mom for example…

I just don't wanna have another heart attack just like that Discord text that been roaming in my head lately…


I feel sad…the world used to be….great as far as I know…but now it’s like I’m in hell…like you know how people are violent and rude hell even suicidal?…I feel bad for everyone…really I do…oh sh*t I’m kinda crying now I’m thinking about it…



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Just two drawings…I’ve made recently.. (and no LoveBot doesn’t belong to me it belongs to my friend on Discord :>)

I’m currently making Wenda…

The wait is finally done @-Virtua-Warrior- sorry if it took a while lol I just had some errors if I found the correct colors or not

Small edit: this took me an hour

Finished making Wenda :3

(pls note I dont really ship Gray with Wenda cuz I don’t )

*Turmoil Noise*

Request finished @-Virtua-Warrior-

(Srry for the wait it takes me forever to make smth…)

Bro wtf is this now😂🙏 so much to eat LOL

Just some random ass drawings I’ve made

(This sh*t took forever..lol)

Oh. My. Fucking. God. 7 minutes….and 40 seconds….just to finish my Dandy’s World OC… *CRIES* idfk how it can convert to 5 minutes when it took me.. 2 FUCKING hours

Edit: idfk how I made his twisted form short asf

Edit 2: he has a sister named Starlight

Anywho…since I’m now calmed down here’s some past drawings I’ve created

#GJAsks

Ah yes…a Playstation 4…I still miss it :(

..yea I dont have it anymore…it had everything I owned like Batim Mortal Kombat X Uncharted 4.. (damn I still haven’t completed that game😭🙏) Minecraft *and a few others I’m forgetting*