I keep thinking… “Am I worthless? Pathetic?…and hell I can’t get outta bed if I want to..” well that third one means “if I lay in smth comfy I’ll be lazy as hell…”
And yes I am lazy….but I’m somewhat depressed…
I just don’t talk about it and I just lie how I feel around other people like mom for example…
I just don't wanna have another heart attack just like that Discord text that been roaming in my head lately…
I feel sad…the world used to be….great as far as I know…but now it’s like I’m in hell…like you know how people are violent and rude hell even suicidal?…I feel bad for everyone…really I do…oh sh*t I’m kinda crying now I’m thinking about it…
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