I had a gf for 5 months and I'm a sophomore in high-school now, I have experienced things kids wouldn't have to and I matured off of it, I haven't seen my cousin for a long time because he's doing online and never coming back, I got back into listening to XXXTENTACION after a few years and I have been making edits on tiktok for a few months or years, stress fills my mind everyday and stress makes me want to shut down but I have to stand tall for the bonds I've made with everyone, everyone is counting on me and I can't disappoint, threats were sent to my school and I was scared but determined, it didn't happen but maybe that could've been my excuse to not be here anymore, sometimes I feel like I'm truly alone, but then I think of my bonds and the friendships I've made throughout all this time and I feel like I can bring my cousin back even if he's a little stubborn.

If I can do it, than you can too.

I've gotten into new animes and I've gotten a few Mangas, but I miss my dad and mom even though I probably don't look it, I feel like they're gonna be gone one day, they all are at some point but in a few generations I will too. I've already sulked and cried about this topic so I don't want to get into it too much.

You can get through it, if a person can than you can too.

Don't give up on your dreams, for I haven't even started my dream, it's DNA that's stopping me I think. My mother has always been lazy about doing things on her own, and my father's determination is what gets me to want to reach that goal, basically if I get forced to do something I want to do than I'll achieve it one day.

Get up, it's not over till everyone says it is.

A bond is important, a girl taught me to be kind and love other people for who they are instead of judging that person because that person might think lessly about themselves and it might drive them to do something that nobody would like and it would be your fault for having it happen.

It's not worth the time to be mean, so be nice.

If there really is a multiverse out there somewhere than you have so many possibilities to be the best one, you can do anything, little progress is still progress, even if it is small it's still bringing that meter up.

Your efforts count, so don't give up.

My dream is to be a the best boxer, but all I've been doing was laying down living like a freeloader, but I have to take action someday so I'll do it now, don't give up on your dream, your dream is what makes you, you! Even if it kills you don't give up on it!

Your dream is so important, so make it happen.