Hi guys, I thought I'd try my hand at a New Year's post, one that would be... a little long and reflective.

This year has been very interesting, I've experienced quite a lot that has opened my mind, and I have gone through the biggest self-transformation to date, but also made pretty big mistakes—but that's okay, no one stops making mistakes. The highlight of this year was achieving my biggest goal in mind; releasing a game that I can call my own. It's not perfect by any means, and it has its flaws, but to me it'll always be the game that defined a turning point, a landmark.

There were moments where the game (SP3D) almost got cancelled, moments where I was just fed up with everything, and wanted to give up on the spot on everything, so the fact that I've managed to pull through the hardest struggles yet, maybe says enough.

To me, my hobbies like writing and creating games are the only things I know something about, because It's my way of dealing with stress, my way of dealing with everything that life is handing me, It's my therapy in a weird way.

I wanna say somewhere around the middle of the year, or late middle rather, where I had very intensive internal conflict that shook what I stood for, or who I really thought I was, that in a way I think ended up shaving a part of me, whilst creating another. Some days were just too much to get by, others were fine. Mental health is very important, taking care of it is a priority, otherwise you collapse all together.

Around the end of this year, for the first time in my life, I went out of my comfort zone, and started talking to people physically, trying to be more social and approachable.

Even to this day, I'm still figuring myself out, the only difference is that I have an idea of myself and where I'm headed, and who I'll be.

Through all of it, I'm thankful that I have people who are here for me, people who are curious and kind enough to talk to me, and be here with me.

I want to thank all of you guys for being here, and being someone who cares about me:

@ishimata @jayfolder @jnity @purixi @Aurdey @Syntham @maximillionanim @pleezylol @SandwichWare @Mitnick @/spurk @Stormonyx @/radical_rendy @lewismatson @-TightSocks- @hunterallen_ @Spongi_124 @Pop478 @/tetty @PhantronGames @/eggu @bluesteel6005 @CircuitBoardProductions @Ciity @BubyGamer11 @/ali @TheRealSoultron_ @RobinTharsGames @miff @riko16riko16 @DiceGames @Jacorn @ChronicAlcoholic @SirFiftyFive @Fredinator @GhostGamesX @Jonathan_T - And everyone else I didn't mention, including my IRLs.

You are all amazing people, who are all unique to one another, yet I find comfort in being next to you, I enjoy your presence, and I want that to continue for as long as possible. You're a big reason why I push forward, despite everything.

Happy New Year!