Fuck I've wanted to make a vent post like 5 hours ago but I couldn't because of my mom,

Like I'm actually done with this shit man I'm tired of it all like fuck me man.. kinda wishing I could.. do smth... (at this point it's obvious what I wanna do..) so like... yeah.. idk wanted to make a vent post for so long today but now I can like cool but like fuck me.. I'm gonna have a terrible summer I already know just.. like.. I dunno anymore..