my appearance

my behavior

my decisions

and every other thing about me

I hate them, I wish I wasn't the way I am

I wish I didn't join this stupid platform either

I wish I had a better life

I wish I wasn't stupid enough to make these dumb decisions

if nearly no one cares about me and I care about EVERY FUCKING PERSON

...

I am not going to care about everyone anymore

I am only going to support people who cared about me

and

fuck those ignorant as fuck people

fuck me

fuck my life

fuck my attention seeking behavior

fuck my way of coping with frustration, sadness and anger

fuck EVERYTHING ABOUT ME