...I may be rping as Balloon...but I feel like Suitcase....I js want a real hug...one from a real friend...not one who barely talks to me, not one who's probably js with out of pity, not one who js says drama to me then doesn't talk to me at all, a real, true friend...but irl...I don't feel like I have any...I want to know one of them in real life...but they are both so far... ....I js want to die...I js want to have a normal life; a happy life... One where my family isn't ignorant to my feelings, one where I'm supported, one where being trans isn't shamed by a lot of the country..one where I'm not this.