I'm already starting off with this year being depressed.... yay.... just great.... I hate this shit..... so fucking much.... I can't do this..... I'm tired of being depressed..... just knowing I'm going to have to go through this year single is fucking terrible but whatever..... I'm never allowed anything.... I'm probably not even ment to be a femboy..... I'm never good at anything, it's going to take me years to get a feminine voice body etc so why do I bother trying.... I thought I was finally going to have a good year! But nope! It already started off with being depressed and feel like shit 2024 sucked for me it really did I had so many suicidal thoughts, terrible thoughts, I hate it so much.... why can't I just be happy.... 2024 was probably the worst year I had.... but it doesn't matter.... it's gone.... hopefully 2025 is better for me.... if not oh well... there's always next year...... ....