[ Mazens POV ]

I want to be a man. Not in the sense I'm trans. But it'd make it easier to fight him, to rip him into shreds and show him the pain my parents caused to me "all for him", without people saying he was going easy on me all because I'm a woman. I hate him. I hate how he and they have affected me so harshly that I wish I was different all so I can show how much I hate them without it being seen as he's going easy on me. But mother and father wanted a daughter. They would've been worse if I was a man, because they would even say it as if I was a man that I was stronger, I could handle their abuse more. But no. I'm a woman. I'll always be the "inferior" gender.

I know I quit , but if I feel like it , I'll every once in a while post abt my story 😓