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2024 LIFE UPDATE
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It's been a long time since this, but I'm here to say that nowdays Rainer is doing far better and hasn't resorted to any of the practices below. He asked me to delete it as now things have been repaired between us, but this event forever fucked me up as a person and even if Rainer is a better person nowdays I can't let this go. Will he come back to the team? Unless all my team members accept him back, no. Not that I hate him, not at all, It's just that I can't bare to relive this again. This event fucked me so hard It's pretty hard to me to even revisit ANwaC series (Dare I say it cursed the ANwaC Updates into game development limbo), made even harder when I'm working on other people's projects aswell as studying in a Art School for Bachiller 2, with me currently at my emotionally weakest as I can't even bring myself to start up confrontations to talk things through with others all due to serious anxiety issues that make me feel less and less human by the day. As I'm writting this I'm studying for 3 exams this week and whenever I even DARE come back to ANwaC or AHSwaC Rainer comes back and makes me remember all the bad shit that happened all those years back, but atleast he isn't the worst person I personally know nowdays and I won't even mention who that person is because it'd be classified as Cyberbullying (a certain golden plumber and his 8 red coins dilemma) so please don't go witch hunt anyone and move on with your lives, I can't keep up anymore as the crippling dread of feeling less and less attached to all my online friends aswell as my family grows at rapid paste.
Will I ever continue ANwaC? Hell yeah!!! This was born as a game to tribute everything I love and hold dear to me, all that I think is cool, aswell as a showcase of both my art skills and creative thinking! This dumb game series means so much to me that even if I'm sad that I haven't been able to revisit it for years I'm happy I'll eventually bring all of my friends back into one single place to band up together to finish the most meaningful thing I've ever created as a love letter to everything that made me who I am as a person (yes, even Rainer, independently of how the crew views him when it comes, EVERYONE will be there, for it'll be the last ever games I work on before retiring, like how Ray plans to retire after The Abandoned Factory series and Malek after The Order that Falls remake).
But of course, that time is not now.
It'll take years until I am given the chance to make these games evolve into their final forms, but when it happens I'll make sure we all unite under the same goal of making
THE ULTIMATE PAINT GAME.
So until then, go check out Rainer's games at @RainerMoonlight to support him, he's cooking up some neat stuff so I'll shine his moonlight with a spotlight to give him some exposure.
Let's move on from the past, but never forget it.
Sincerely, JCCO2468
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ORIGINAL POST
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If you ask why I blocked Rainer on Gamejolt, it was so that he would learn a lesson, but my fellow team members showed me that he was using us this whole time for fame. He looks at himself as the incomprehended hero of the tale here when he even tried to make my team members rebeld against me to be able to replace me even after all the shit I did for him ever since 2018, and this is outright disgusting.
What will happen to him in the ANwaC series? He'll get replaced, Laura will remain the same but every mention of Rainer and his apparitions will be replaced by another character, we're still thinking on who could it be.
I feel like raising a bird you cared about, which had some bad habits but you still loved em', helping them grow even with inconveniences along the way while it refused to learn how to fly, for this still small bird want to make you look like a victim?
He even suicide tripped us, this is some of the awfulest shit I've ever seen, he has been banned from the servers both public and testing including the original beta testing group.
I do not tolerate awful people in this server that act like Spamton G. Spamton just to save themselves some time, I hope all of you understand this and that Rainer NEVER manipulates you like he did to the whole team.
Worst part is that this pararelled something that happened to my dad recently, but atleast that wacko didn't any of that awful shit Rainer did, and I've got 3 exams left before summer starts.
May this be a lesson to all of you fellow ANwaCasters, for I do not desire this fate to any of you, no matter the actions of your past.
Thanks for reading this.
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