As I'm approaching the big 20, a lot of things in my life are changing. I'm becoming more and more of my own person, an actual individual in the crazy obstacle course of life.

They say pain is weakness leaving the body, but I consider it leaving the mind. I'm proud of the person I've become, even if I've still got some big flaws; I've come so far and pushed myself through awful mental lows, and here I am still standing. I really hope others can feel the same way about themselves eventually too. It may take effort, time, blood, sweat, tears, and grief, but it does get better. And it keeps getting better.

Okay enough of the sappy crap, here's the actual stuff

I haven't told too many people about it, but in a week from now I will be getting facial surgery for a few different reasons. I'll be out for the count for a bit, but it'll give me more free time to work on my projects. Not only will the surgery give me more confidence in general, but It'll definitely be a turning point in my life.

I've been waiting for the chance to move out, maybe even out of this awful awful country, but such a big change feels kinda scary. But that's an adventure for myself to go on.

Yet another thank you for the patience when it comes to O'Relic. The game jam game was fun to work on but it wasn't even played by the Youtuber that played all of the others 😭No idea why. Though I appreciate the support and interest people showed in it. But O'Relic is back on the top of the priority list!!!

As the unsure future of my life (and the tolerance of it in the USA) marches closer, I continue to be very thankful for everybody here.

Thank you for reading. Talk to me in the comments!!!