Hey! Its been a long time on here, nearly three years! My first account got banned at 2 years, so that sucked... Sometime i wonder what would've happened if i hadn't found this app, this is the first place iv'e actually been able to out myself as

After a lot of hiding and trail and error, iv'e finally found some friends i could confidently tell i'm gay, iv'e even met some other gay people, its just so surreal to me, last year i promised myself if i was happy like really happy i would play this song, and i finally did.

Here is some original content:

Art:

These drawings took about 1 hour total and are gonna be used for making a whole lyrics video (top one) is frame 2 and the bottom is frame 5 and are in the video for about 3 frames, and I only did the first 7 so about 594 left!

Random stories (some are ripped from my journal):

1.Evan´s journal.

August 14th, 2024:

So I got added into this chat by a friend (on WhatsApp) whose name is Milan and there was this boy. At first he sent a voice message of him playing no surprise by Radiohead, which was lovely. He added a private chat link and I flirted with him because earlier he said he was bi. He liked it, i liked sending it, then i made sure i could trust him and added him privately and i uuuh flirted more with him, i think he liked it and eventually he said that his mom would kill him if she found out and he said bye an i said bye two times because i spelled it wrong the first time, then he blocked me.

Heartache makes me really not want to eat to the point I might throw up if I eat too much...

2.Evan´s journal.

February 6th, 2026:

I was walking around my room and i saw this monkey latched onto my bookshelf and then i remembered 

I remember a time where i took a stuffed animal to school cause I wanted to be “friends” with a boy, this boy was sometimes carrying a stuffed animal with him, my animal was a monkey that latches onto arms or legs, he said it was: ‘cool,’ I didn't try very hard to be friends with him. I knew (at the time) I was gay, I just didn't know I liked him, god the amount of times i bushed in his presents.

Ps: I saw him a few months ago, like 5 or six months, anyhow he looked… more than fine.

3.Evan´s journal.

January 24th, 2026:

Went to a all-you-can-eat-buffet, my family and I sat down, we were all kids, and with us at the table sat a hot boy, blond hair and a golden smile, he looked wow, I made him laugh two times, it was really cute, for the rest of the dinner we didn't interact much, all good things must come to an end

4. today (13/4/2026) I was biking home with this boy and we went past the store and he got some bread stuff and shit so he gave me cookie he's nice (sometimes) and we talked and biked it was nice, I don't have many moments like that

Quotes:

When fantasy and real life collide its magical, but reality always hits.

--Evan.

“Don’t walk in front of me… I may not follow
Don’t walk behind me… I may not lead
Walk beside me… just be my friend”

― Albert Camus

frequently asked questions:

Q: Why are you named the writer?

A: I write stories from time to time, its just a little hobby.

Q: why do you have CUTE in your profile picture?

A: Its actually a header from @/wlfgmdvlpr_'s shop!

Q: When can we expect a story to be published?

A: Well I wouldn't say soon, or ever really, I think its best to take writing a little slow to think about a story and plan it, make sure its perfect and hope I don't burn out, that being said I almost finished one chapter of Greed, This is not necessarily the name it will likely won't be published on, but it is accurate to the story unless i make any drastic changes to the story.

Q: When are you coming back?

A: I don't know.

Thanks for reading this silly little article!