I'm talking about 3 different topics some more important then others so I'm sorry if this is confusing😔

I will not be finishing the experiment series at all and I will be changing my ocs and blah blah blah, plz don't call me by Kaia/Kai anymore it's my dead name I go by Jorja now plus I'm going to be changing a lot of stuff from now on, I am going change everything about myself and my accs

(Sorry the next one is so long)

I am going to take accountability for all the bad things Ive done, I know what I did was wrong and I feel terrible for it that's why I'm changing and I am going to try going to therapy to get better and basically try to change from how R taught me to be, I know this sounds like I'm trying to shift the blame but I'm not I was taught to act the way I do because of R, for 2 whole years so I will be trying to change slowly, and I have stated that I was trying to change to past friends, I can't just unlearn the ways I was taught to act for 2 years in a span of months, and a lot of the stuff that I said I had done isn't actually true, I take responsibility for the stuff I DID do, because I didn't nothing for attention, and some of the stuff that was talked about in that video made about me was stuff I already stopped doing, I know this can be kinda confusing bc I'm trying to hit 3 different things with one post bc I genuinely don't wanna make 3 seperate post, but ye. I stopped doing some of that stuff a long while ago, and I have already started taking responsibility for what I've done, and a lot of times I can say things that either I don't mean or I say then in the wrong way bc I do struggle with wording things property bc of past problems, and I struggle with telling the difference between mutilation/guit tripping from real stuff, so I will take the blame for that, but I also wanna say I never said hypersexually was a joke. Never once did I say that. I said I was told it was a sexually by my ex online mom (I have multiple but it was R) and yet he choose to twist my words. AND I never sent others to attack people, if people attacked other people I didn't like, it was not me bc I have been through that and I would not wish that on anyone. I don't know if this is right but he thinks I did that bc somebody he got me to be friends with got close to me and started to hate his mutual friend and I think he blamed me, but I didn't do anything she hated on that person bc that person dated her then ghosted her in the middle of their relationship so I had nothing to do with it, and that same girl barely talks to me so idk how it was my fault. And him saying I joked about suicide is also I lie bc I talked about it, yes maybe I sounded casual about it which only was bc I was so used to being talked about it too and I know it doesn't excuse what I did but that's why and I take responsibility for it. But I never joked about it, I hate people who do that, and I do not approve of anyone who does it. I also never threatened to kms, not once, yes I have tried to commit, but I didn't ever use that against anyone, and if it came off as me trying to use it to multiple people that's just because of how bad I am at wording things, and I take responsibility for that. Again I don't not blame the person who made that post about me for "exposing me" but I will not take responsibility for the things I didn't do. Maybe to you things were seen differently, but I know what I did wrong, and I am Not taking accountability for the stuff I didn't do. I will take responsibility for everything I did do wrong, I promise that, idc if you believe me or not, I'm just clearing things up. I'm truly sorry for all the wrong I've done. That's why I am getting therapy to be a better person and change from my old way, it will take a while bc 2 years of being taught to act that way isn't easy to forget or change from but I will try my best

I also want you to know you can make as many post about me as you want calling me by my dead name bc I genuinely don't care<3

Yet again sorry if this sounds rude or like I'm faking this apology I'm trying to cover 3 topics at once💔

I go by Jorja now and if you have smth bad to say respectfully you aren't allowed to use that name. My friend chose it for me and i do not want anyone disrespecting the name my friend chose for me.

I also wanna make it clear again. I'm changing EVERYTHING on this account and my others to help me change from the bad person I was before, yet again, I'm not forcing you to believe me or anything, I'm just clearing things up, and this isn't meant to be hateful to anyone, so if this sounds rude/disrespectful/mean I do not mean it that way, and if I made any spelling mistake plz ignore them instead being rude about it.

Bye my lovely elfs🫶