So basically at recess they were doing quads (were all therians) and I ws still rly faint and I started to overthink all this shit abt not doing quads and if they think I'm boring and I need to be better so I started to have a panic attack and I felt even more faint and I rly needed C (my guy bsf I was walking down the hall w/) cuz he always comforts me and I ws js rly overwhelmed and sad and panicked so then I js walked away, I was feeling better so I started doing quads they left me by myself then. So i started to play w/ this piece of glass it hurt tbh. So then I had the tempt to cut myself as hard as I could and make myself bleed. By that point I ws js having anxiety attacks all threwout the day, and when C's mom picked us up he went into my house to get some packages that was for his family (dnt ask) so anyway I flinged my arm right into his neck as hard as I could on axident, then he snapped at me and said "YOU CANT DO THAT." it rly didn't help and I almost cried so I walked away and now I'm literally almost crying my eyeballs out.