i love and hate being recognized as smart. like yes give me attention wow im so intelligent but tell me why i have ten times the amount of work im supposed to have. im not even exaggerating dude i have five extremely difficult college level event things for this one program (everyone else only has three and im certainly not ready for college), several competitions coming up, an interview and essay for a program that only four people out of the whole entire school including me got specially selected for, huge projects with TONS of information needed in them, and twenty hours of community service hours and tutoring hours. whattheheckbro. i wanna work on falsities shit but i dont have time for myselffff 🪬🌾 i didnt need to accept any of these things because theyre all part of clubs/programs i got invited to but my parents want me to pursue all of them and my idiot ass thought i could handle all this 😘😘😘 get me out of here im so tired and stressed and burnt out and i just wanna cook and do art and write things that arent school related and watch flamingo and eat chicken isaw ggghhhpphhfff