why am i scared of not being perfect? because i had a group of friends right, been best friends for a very long time and soon eventually they put one of theyre friends in the grouo chat me being scared of being forgotten and mental issues i was jelly (jelous or however u say itシ) i acted hostile toward her tried being better when finally they were playing roblox 3008 my favorit game and whenbi joinedisaid something rude about moe(thyre friend) then stuff happend me not able to control my words they unfruended me. and i was rude mean basically a bully still am and ive been traumatized since hoping to be anything I can very easy to mulipulate or however ya spell it-.-(I need granmerly) then lost another friend after I look up to him thought he was the greatest the best at everything he did well I realized he just wanted me gone away and felt betrayed.