I don’t know why but I don’t feel the same on here as I used to, I used to have fun posting about stuff I’m passionate about and drawing, but now I don’t feel like drawing at all and although I still post stuff I’m passionate, it just doesn’t light the same spark like it used too, it’s just another post telling you guess that I’m alive and stuff.

The original purpose of trying to become an gamejolt creator kinda stopped when I needed to post “unique content”, when I stopped doing the most unique stuff a couple of months ago. Doesn’t help that my social anxiety is much worse, I’m scared that I’ll piss anyone off by just talking, and some of my comments (about the kale drama) I don’t stand by them anymore because I do believe he became a better person then he was, especially hard to say to hate him when he’s friends with a lot of cool people. Then here comes envy, envy is the worse one, anytime I see an creator (Boxzee, the pink glitch, etc) who got popular faster than me kinda makes me sad about myself, especially since they get more interaction than me, which is now what I’m craving for nowadays.

Will a quit this app? No, I’ll probably post there now and then, just not as much, and when I do it’s probably because I’m trying to lit a spark that has already burned out.

If you read this far, you deserve this cat, thanks for reading, and til we meet again, see you guys and gals later.