I think I'm losing my sanity or my mind right now...

I just starting to missing my good old friend long time ago, like I used to have a lot of irl friends back then but when I move into a new home country (Germany), like I feel like I was a bit alone when I first come here...

When I go to my new school I make new friends, it's fun and it's making me happy but when they move into new school, I have few friends irl now.... I just almost not to talked with someone that much... I just have loneliness problem

I'm using this social platform for my loneliness problem so I can't feel depressed everyday, but now there's too much drama and depressed here...., I'm starting to have feeling that I want to quit this social platforms... But I'm glad I make good friends, Best friend and have a online brother here. I'm so proud that I finally have a gf (@ZEAFPE ) for the first time ever... I feel happy when I talked with you guys...

Even tho I am thinking I should quit this platform soon in the future but I love you all