I would like to address all the problems that are related to me. This is a long post but please read it, I really care about it. 1.First of all, starting with a vague posting, I admit that you are right. But I would like to explain that it is my fault that I started advertising my project in a bad way, thinking that it would immediately get fans. I'm creating my own fangame, but instead of focusing on finding out if anyone is even interested, I assumed that everyone would know what I was talking about and that was a mistake on my part. I apologize for that. I'll try to fix everything and start over. Ideally, I'll just focus on the game before I even start advertising. 2.Another thing is the accusations against me of being transphobic. I understand where it came from and I admit that yes, I misgendered a trans person on purpose. I apologize for that, although I know that this mistake will be difficult to fix. I'm not transphobic in any way, I really was furious with that person at the time, but I know that doesn't justify what I said. Maybe I should explain it in DMs with this person and if they want to talk I'm open to it, but I wanted others to see my apology too. I can't turn back time, but I can promise it won't happen again. Being angry never justifies misgendering, transphobia, or anything like that. And I know this, although it is only now that it fully hits me. I also know that I overreact to any criticism. I really try to control myself, but I've come to the conclusion that responding to every criticism while knowing that I'm not the best at it is not a good idea. So I'll try to think first about what I want to say beforehand.
I've come to the conclusion that maybe reddit isn't the best place for me, not because I think other people are the problem. But because I'm simply not mature enough for all this and I'll only make problems for myself. I'll probably leave reddit for a while for my own mental health. hoping to come back when I'm more mature and better at speaking my mind.
So...yes, it's a goodbye of sorts, at least for now. I know I've made mistakes, I plan to take some time to really understand it all. The habit of constantly making excuses is not good for me and I am only realizing it now.










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